Friday, June 20, 2014

1800 Above Abdoun Street

Birds flying 
don't know what kind
fading in an out of the purple sky
watched 'em for a moment
they are broad
then weaving
then invisible
then appearing again, 
the whole flock moving in a figure eight pattern
paralyzed on the balcony,
in and out
and in and out
of the sunset clouds
couldn't move.
landing on the rooftop
one jumping off
in and out
can't get his fill
gliding back down to his spot on the shitpile
everywhere's got Birds.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

If you don't dream, your mind's gonna make you up instead.

I am tired.
I am tired.
I have tried,
thus I'm tired,
wanna retire
my body for the day.

Didn't get enough sleep,
who gets enough sleep?
Aren't the dreams where we'd rather be.
fuck your reality
exciting, honest, comfortable, safe
all  in the head
all in the head
everything
Understanding
the Goodness,
my goodness!
the hour it is!
how much did this minute cost you?
realization of what's lost on you
a dollar or two
a grand or three
how grand! you gave it to me
aren't you tired, though?...



aren't you tired, though?
numb your limbs
keep moving 
it's called "the grind"
no time, no time
you gave it all to me.

You should get some sleep.
Your mind calls you
you're ignoring its ring.
you're ignoring
you're ignoring
some sad things
some mad things
embarrassing
embarrassing
you don't get embarrassed in your head.
it's there.
it is.
it invades your life when you ignore it too long.
can't go too long
without your sleep.
why, if you do, 
you'll be dead;
that's the context of "too"
seeing red and blue

Forgive me; I'm tired.
This is my head 
and I can't keep it from speaking up sometimes.
If I did, I'd be dead.
I'm tired,
ain't dead.
Tired.




Saturday, May 19, 2012

Thank Williams


my bucket's got a hole in it
yeah my bucket's got a hole in it
my bucket's got a hole in it
can't find no beer

i been playin in the water - lost my bucket full o sand
i turn into a human - that ain't got no plan

oh my heart's got a weight in it
mmmuh heart's got a weight in it
think i lost my anchor in it
tryin to 'member last year

i been layin all alone - shiverin in my bed
i'd might miss you if - you got outta my head

so my wall's got a hole in it
ooh my walls had enough holes in it
made another after punchin it
now nobody's here

well midway through the mountain - lookin down at me
i'm with the hags and the bitches - hittin the doobie

my bucket's got a hole in it
yeah my bucket's got a hole in it
my bucket's got a hole in it
drank all your beer

well there ain't no use - of workin so hard
i bake in the sun cause - all i gots is a yard

my ego's got a hole in it
mmm my ego's got a hole in it
guess i better bear and grin it
can't find no cheer